may 7th 2026
i think sometimes life is, at its best, balance 

may 5th 2026
i am finding it increasingly difficult to maintain my abilities to text and keep up w friends lately 
i just want to lay in bed and watch yt and pet the cats 

may 1st 2026
feels a little strange to work on may day but it is what it is 
i am feeling happy and contented but spread very thin 

my boyfriend and i (!) watched la chimera, etruscan, and r then going to see the roman exhibit at the art museum on sunday. a literal dream. i eat this shit up. 
they r rlly lovely and i like them very much btw
took a nap in their arms as they typed w one hand yesterday 
they said they worked better that way :) 

april 25th 2026
i worked for what felt like a rlly long time today, doin the work of two people for four hours 
but i do unfortunately love being a martyr a little bit so there is a comfort in doing that 

ive been listening to the lena dunham memoir hi emma its great. 
i got super dolled up dressed up for tschuss tonight but now i would rather jus lay in bed. i dont want to go 

edit: i did not go 
the idea of being in a group and feeling unable to speak was enough 2 keep me home 

april 23rd 2026 

happy spring! talked to inés yesterday abt new chapters. and i am seeing a new chapter for me, too, on the horizon. i am very happy :)

i was too excited to sleep last night. it is 5:20 am and i work in 10 mins and im still in bed. wish me luck!